So many things happening all at once…I want to help to make things better but I don’t how….I feel helpless & I hate feeling this way….I want to make everything right for everybody so that all the faces I see when I wake up in the morning & all the faces I see when I go to sleep at night will have smiles….the different kinds of smiles which I have come to know so well…. I may not be the easiest person to talk to but I care & I hope that it carries at least abit of weight